Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The Christmas Gift



As I shopped through the mall seeking just the right gifts,
There was so much to choose from – I became rather miffed.
Every shop has its window filled up to the brim,
With fun toys, crudely puppies, perfume, a home gym.
Little trinkets for grandma, a clapper for dad.
A Ginzu knife sampler, Esprit’s latest fad,
There’s no shortage of secrets at Victoria’s place,
A yummy bread maker to brighten Mom’s face.
And I knew that at crown’s I would find a good book.
That would fit rather nicely in sister’s book nook
I bought basketballs, softballs, and rackets galore.
Little frames set for pictures, and still there was more.
As I purchased each item, ands wrapped it up neat.
I knew I was closer to resting my feet,

I walked onward, upward, leftward and right
‘Til the afternoon hours crept into the night,
Then I paused, took assessment of all that I’d bought,
And labeled each gift, “should have” or “should not”.
It was lucky for me the should haves clearly won,
And I let out a sigh, Christmas was done.
In less than house I had all that I’d sought
My arms ached with pain, and my back in a knot.
Yet for every wrapped present I’d placed ‘neath the tree.
I knew other were shopping for presents for me.

As I prepared to go home, my eyes caught a sight,
That put in perspective my chores of the night,
I saw a young boy, not much older than me,
Holding up a small sign that read “please, please help me.”
As my eyes left his sign, and looked up at his face,
I saw someone who looked very much out of place,
I sensed that he knew of the toys that were there
But of toys and of clothing, he didn’t have a care.
The bag that he carried was soiled and stained.
And a shell of a jacket was all that remained
He looked skinny by nature, but his frame was too slight.
For a three year old boy on that cold winter’s night.

As he lay down his sign, ran his palm through this hair,
Busy shoppers passed by trying hard not to stare.
Then he tucked is torn shirt into his pants that were green,
Took a sleeve to his nose, and he wiped it off clean,
I had no way of knowing how long he’d been there,
But I bet it was day by his matted brown hair,

As he turned to resume to his place once again,
He reached out for his sign, but instead, touched a man,
And next to that mans stood a three year old boy,
A hot burger in one hand, the other a toy,
With a round hand straining hard at the weight
He offered the food, then the toy to his mate,
At first he looked startled, but slowly he’d see,
That the gift bearing boy brought not one toy, but three.
There was no recognition; these were not trusted friends,
Yet the look in his eyes spoke of love without end,
They conversed for a moment, while I stood on my place.
As they said their goodbyes, tears rushed down my warm face,
Then with big arms that shelter, the father reached down,
And he picked up his son from off the ground,
Encircled in love, the boy’s smile moved a crack,
And he said to his friend, “don’t worry, we’ll be back”
With his sandwich half eaten, and the half saved
The boy saw them off them off with a shy, humble wave.
As I followed the father and the son to the door,
I knew that their Christmas, meant a whole, whole, lot more,
Then my presents all wrapped in bright ribbons and bows,
Which in hours would reveal fancy trinkets and cloths
Each one with a price tag that told of it’s worth,
Yet in one brief exchange I saw Christ, meek and mild,
Dressed on poverty’s rags, and the gifts of a child.

That night as I knelt and thanked God up above,
I thanked him for people, who demonstrate love,
I’m sure there were weightier matters that day,
But to one little boy things are looking okay.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Stepped Away, Now I am Back.


I am alive, just busy, will write more often Promise!

Monday, March 30, 2009

My Reflections.

I have had many opportunities to reflect this past month on the simple things that the Gospel has to offer, I really have had an amazing month from the events of Family History to a set of best friends getting married, to most of all the quiet whisperings for the Spirit that teaches truth and gives eternal light. As I have reflected on many past experiences there has one thing that consistently been a common thread in my life, as President Hinckley something similar in one of his final talks, about the gospel in his own life. That common thread in my life has been my friends, the people I associate with in a deeper level than just the common “Hi” I have noticed that I am the person I am today because of the people I was around, as I look back and noticed a couple of period in my short lived life, I have seen time of Joy and Happiness, but also grief and pain, those time of grief and pain were because I had not chosen to do things that were right in the sight of a forgiving Heavenly Father, however the Joy and Happiness has been granted based on making right and wise choices of true and honest friends, I feel that these friends made it possible for the more opportunities to be blessed and availability for the Spirit to work with me in times that I needed it the most.

Another thing that I have reflected on is, Family. I don’t have the most active family in the aspect of the Church, but I love them dearly, they are great and I love them for that. I appreciate them for the love and help/support that they give. That is one reason that I have dedicated most of my life and time at this moment to Family History Work, there is such a power that comes as a reveal that next generation it is as if I personally feel them shouting for joy due to me finding them, and knowing that I will be shortly taking their name to the House of the Lord to have their ordinances done for them, I have been humbled time and time again based on the findings that I continue to see. I once thought that I would never have this family that has been through the process of all the ordinances that the Temple has to offer, However the Lord promised it to me and is making a way, my ancestors may have never talked or walked with the Prophet Joseph Smith, they know will soon have the blessing of him through the Holy Temple.

The last thing I wanted to share with you is in this season that we gather a church membership for General Conference, I personally love the week prior, preparing by reading or watching the previous conference I feel the rush of the Spirit as I am prepared for the doctrine and lessons that will be taught external and internal by wise men as the speak with the authority given from Heavenly Father. As we prepare for this conference, we will hear the messages from the Prophets and Apostles of the Lord Jesus Christ, he will call his new apostle and once again speak to us in the voice of his ordained and appointed leaders, one lesson that I continue to learn from is Elder Jeffery R. Holland’s message the ministry of angels, that angels are sent to help in time of need, Elder David A. Bednar’s lesson on Prayer, and praying always, and to Elder D. Todd Christofferson’s message on Zion and being a Zion like people. I urge you to seek these lessons and may others as we prepare for this coming weekend, whether we spend it with family or friends may the lessons that are taught touch us in the same way but have those different meaning to us all. Is my prayer in the name of the Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.


Jason Miller

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Saturday Findings!!!!! This is crazy! Thanks Jenny.

So this is somthing that I would like to start doing just finding something that is interesting to me and share it with you, this week a friend Jenny found this and it is kinda crazy. enjoy!

Vitas

Vitas (born February 19, 1981, Daugavpils, Latvian SSR), is a Russian pop singer, composer, actor and fashion designer. He is most commonly known by his shortened first name, Vitas, or Витас in Russian. Much of his music is straightforward pop influenced by techno, and occasionally classical opera.
He has received much of his fame through Russian television and is planning to sign to entertainment labels in countries such as China, Korea, and Japan in order to expand to those markets. Vitas' 2005 video "Opera#2" has been forwarded frequently via the Internet, which accounts for much of his worldwide recognition.

2002-2003: Rise to fame
On March 29, 2002 he gave a solo concert to a packed house at the State Kremlin Palace, becoming the youngest artist to ever perform there. Vitas got an invitation from Lucio Dalla, the composer, who created "In Memory of Caruso", to perform this famous song together with the author at the concert "San Remo in Moscow" held in the State Kremlin Palace. Vitas’ voice enchanted not only the audience but Mr. Dalla himself. So the composer invited Vitas to come to Rome to take part in the rehearsals of "Toska", the modern version of the legendary opera.
Vitas presented his second solo program "The Songs of My Mother" in the Concert Hall "RUSSIA", Moscow in November 2003. Two albums: "The Songs of My Mother" and "Mama" of the artist were released for the premiere. The album "The Songs of My Mother" included the songs which are considered to be the gold reserves of Russian pop-music. Another album "Mama" included only the new songs composed by Vitas. In March 2003 he gave 264 solo concerts in places around the world.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Thomas S. Monson


I have just had one of the best experiences of my life. Today I woke up and, just knew my life would change today, I would make decisions today that would affect me tomorrow, many of my questions I had, were answered this evening, I went to church, after Sunday School, it was as if I were in a moving hopelessly wanting the time to go faster and pass, but of course I just felt as if it were going even slower. I then left to go to the Marriott Center, for the CES Fireside. President Thomas S. Monson, President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, spoke to the Young Single Adults all over the world, as I wait in a long line that just seemed to get longer and longer. About 4:30pm they allowed us to enter in to the building, my initial thought was is this Macy’s or Sears the day after thanksgiving? It was like a mad rush of people, I do understand that all wanted good seats for the event but all the yelling and pushing was that all necessary? However I made it in and got my seat, we still had to wait about an hour and a half. I don’t really care to be in that big of a group, really at all, but I did it to see the Prophet, and hopefully get answers to my prayer I had all day, about 5:30 I was just wondering about silly random things, and my struggles, just as I was thinking, about how noisy it was in there, I started to feel different I have never really felt this way, as I sat there I noticed I felt the Spirit more abundantly than I have ever felt before, I kept looking around at all the chattering YSA’s and wondering if anyone felt as if I did? Then at that very moment I heard what seemed to be a very quiet and firm voice, say “He is here” I got real nervous as I eagerly anticipated his arrival into the arena, but as I sat waiting I knew for a fact that he was in the building, I felt the Spirit. And not like that before as I sat there, about 5:50 I just stood up not really knowing why, but I kind of gave the excuse that I need to stretch but as I stood up about 5 seconds after, President Monson Started to walk in the room, and then everyone in the arena stood, I was in shock, started to tear up and break down as I saw the man that was just called less than a year ago to the rank of countless other valiant men, such as Joseph Smith, Adam, Noah, David O. McKay, and the most recent Gordon B. Hinckley. As I sat the studying this man as I stared at him, wondering if this was him I felt the deepest Love that my Father has for me from Heaven. I then was taught a valuable lesson in the many conversations to be had while waiting for the fireside to start. I learned for myself that I have a special gift from my Father in Heaven, He handpicked it for me, and me alone. Not many were given it, but those that share it know about it. My patriarchal Blessing states that "I was an advocate with the Savior in my first estate and states that the time will come when I will know without doubt that Heavenly Father lives and that his Son, Jesus Christ is my Eternal Savior and Redeemer, the time will surely come when the Holy Ghost will become your Constant Companion", I have witnessed the Literal Savior and his role in my life, and that my Heavenly Father lives, I still have yet to witness the Holy Ghost becoming a constant companion, but it will happen I have faith it will.
I solemnly testify Jesus Is the very person that others have described him to be, that he is that of a glorious being that was given by the ancient descents. That he is the healer of my many broken hearts and redeemer of my many mistakes, he suffered for us collectively but it was individually that makes it personal to me. He knows me. There are no words for what I feel! He lives, I felt his presents tonight, and I know he lives! There is no doubt. Now is my time to shine and bring forth my good fruit, it is up to me to see that the blessing once promised to me come to pass according to my faithfulness. Remember who you are and what you stand for. Continue to press forward with all of your heart know in that he will bless those that ask, it is the least more that he could do after all that he has done. He loves all and will always love all. These are my words, I testify that He lives, he is who he proclaimed himself to be, He lived what he taught and we must do the same. These are my words and I say them is the Name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year!